This hurts:

"Lonely, little love dog that no one knows the name of

I know why you cry out, desperate and devout

Timid little teether, your eyes set on the ether

Your moon in Bella Luna and howling hallelujah

Nameless you above me, come lay me low and love me

This lonely, little love dog that no one knows the name of

Curse me out in free verse and wrap me up and reverse this

Patience is a virtue until it's silence burns you

And something slow has started in me

As shameless as an ocean and mirrored in devotion

Something slow has sparked up in me

As dog cries for a master and sparks are whirling faster

Lonely, little love dog that no one knows the ways of

Where the land is low is where the bones will show through

Lonely, little love dog that no one knows the days of

Where the land is low is where the water flows to and holds you"

-TV on the Radio

The Chloey Experiment

I realized the other day that of all the times I've pet my dog, Chloey, she's never walked away.  It's always been me to stop.  So I wanted to see if she would get tired of being petted.  I started the clock.  I ensued a non-stop dog petting session.  She sat there enjoying it.  Pretty soon, she was leaning on the side of the couch for added support.  Somewhere around 25 minutes, she collapsed to the floor with a groan. I hit the 30 minute marker and called it; my arms were fatigued.  And after she laid down, she was in for the long haul.  Dogs are really something. 

Girls, girls, girls

I love them.  I'm back in the game.  Don't be suprised if you see me with a different girl each night.  I'm no man whore nor do I have a problem with attention.  I just love girls.  Most of them.  Every smile I extract from a girl's face is a tiny victory. 

1 week of freedom

Oh, how I am grateful....free time the likes of which I haven't seen in a long time.  

"If you can't see the stars, you've probably gone too far." - TV on the Radio

A Few of my Blessings

I have woken up to love

A pair of sparkling

sleepy

eyes

And it lasted

all day long

I have woken up to nature

And then saw, felt, heard and smelt it

all around me

all day long

I have woken up to loving friends and family

With whom I've shared so much

so much that it lasted

all day long

I've woken up to adventures

That gave new experience

And these beautiful days

Are all I've ever needed

Ziggy Marley=great

there' s a rainbow in the sky all the time don't be blind
there's a rainbow in the sky all the time don't be blind
don't be blind

said you im living in my fantasy
but is you who is blinded to reality
the material world means so much to you
you just can't get what im telling you

there's a rainbow in the sky all the time don't be blind
there's a rainbow in the sky all the time don't be blind
don't be blind

cause in a town called sorrow there was joy
yes and there i met painless tear
freed he expressed emotions that egos fear
my life is full of colors yeah my mind is clear

there's a rainbow in the sky all the time don't be blind
there's a rainbow in the sky all the tmie don't be blind
don't be blind

found i mercy in every sunrise
i am born again from the womb of the night
all i have i have left behind
minds eye eyes eye a light will shine

I am not "desperate"...

I don't feel sorry for myself being single, not when Desperate Housewives is the most watched show on the women's network. It's not me, it's everyone else... :) I do, however, believe in needles in the hay.